Perhaps Love

I don't remember from when it was,

that I started to keep thinking about you..

The thoughts would appear about twice

They kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised..

I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing..

But it was awkward when I talked to you..

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?

My heart keeps saying it loves you

It screams out for the whole world to hear

Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?

We've finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel

The only way would be for you to become me

I'm already inside of you

Just like you're inside of me

To each other [to each other]

We may already be too accustomed

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?

My heart keeps saying it loves you

It screams out for the whole world to hear

Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?

We've finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]

I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled

I'll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings

I'll be with you, I'll only give you fond memories

Please don't ever leave me again

Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy

Please stay by me~

I already love you so much [you're the only one]

huwaaaaa..when I read the lyrics..My heart keeps trembeling...huix..

so sweet isn't it ??

Hari Valentine Kakek

Aku satu-satunya keluarga yang masih berdekatan, maka akulah yang menerima panggilan pertama dari rumah jompo. Kakek dalam keadaan kritis, aku harus segera datang. Tak ada yang harus dikerjakan selain menggenggam tangannya. "Aku sayang padamu, Kek. Terima kasih karena selalu mendampingi saya." Dan dalam keheningan aku melepaskannya.

Kenangan... kenangan... enam hari dalam sepekan, seorang petani dengan kemeja biru tua dan dengan celemek terpasang merawat hewan ternak Hereford yang begitu ia cintai... di hari-hari musim panas menurunkan pak demi pak rumput kering dari kereta, membajak tanah, menanam jagung dan kacang, dan memanennya di musim gugur. Selalu bekerja dari fajar sampai senja hari. Untuk bisa bertahan hidup dituntut kerja, kerja, kerja.

Tetapi pada hari Minggu, setelah membereskan rumah, ia akan memakai topi dan jas abu-abu. Nenek mengenakan baju warna anggurnya dengan manik-manik gading, dan pergilah mereka ke gereja. Kehidupan sosial lainnya tak banyak. Kakek dan Nenek adalah orang yang tenang, damai, tidak emosional yang setiap hari mengerjakan apa yang harus mereka kerjakan. Dialah kakekku--selama 35 tahun. Sulit membayangkan ia memainkan peranan lainnya.

Perawat meminta maaf karena memintaku sesegera mungkin menyingkirkan barang-barang Kakek dari kamarnya. Tak makan waktu lama. Tak banyak barang. Dan akau menemukan sesuatu di laci atas mejanya. Sebuah kartu hari valentine buatan tangan yang sangat tua. Yang mestinya adalah kertas merah pada suatu masa, kini sudah memudar menjadi merah jambu disana-sini. Sepotong kertas putih direkat di pusat hati. Di atasnya, terdapat tulisan tangan nenek, dengan kata-kata berikut:

UNTUK LEE DARI HARRIET

Dengan segenap cintaku,

14 Februari 1895

Masih hidupkan kamu? Sungguh? Atau kamukah impian terindahku yang kupendam sekian tahun? Adakah kamu seorang malaikat--atau hanya khayalanku yang kosong belaka? Seseorang yang kukarang untuk memenuhi kehampaan? Untuk sekadar pelipur lara? Kapan kamu punya waktu untuk mendengarkan? Bagaimana supaya kamu mau mengerti?

Kamu membuatku tertawa ketika hatiku menangis. Kamu membawa aku berdansa ketika aku sulit melangkah. Kamu membantuku menyusun tujuan-tujuan baru ketika aku putus asa. Kamu menunjukkan tetesan embun padaku dan aku mendapatkan butir-butir permata. Kamu bawakan aku bunga-bunga liar dan aku mendapatkan anggrek. Kamu menyanyi untukku dan sekelompok paduan suara malaikat berkumandang dalam nyanyian. Kamu genggam tangaku dan seluruh diriku mencintaimu. Kamu berikan padaku sebentuk cincin dan aku pun menjadi milikmu. Aku milikmu dan telah kualami semua itu.

Air mata mengalir di pipiku ketika membaca kata-kata itu. Aku membayangkan pasangan tua itu sebagaimana yang kukenal. Sulit membayangkan kakek Anda memiliki peranan lain daripada itu. Apa yang kubaca begitu indah dan suci. Kakek telah menyimpannya selama sekian tahun. Kini kartu tua itu tergantung di meja rias, harta warisan sejarah keluarga.

Elaine Reese

I read that story in the middle of my Indonesian lesson at school. I read that in the Chicken Soup of the woman's soul. And after I read that story, I was going to cry. And it was a totally great and such a touching story. Romantic all I can say!..What do you think guys? Didn't you agree with me? I want to share this story and want to know what do you guys think about this..hehe^^

When I look at you-Miley Cyrus

Everybody needs inspiration,

Everybody needs a soul

A beautiful melody

When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I...

I look at you

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can't

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I...

I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness

I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars Hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I...

I look at you

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can't

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I...

I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like Kaleidoscope colors that

Cover Me, All I need every

Breath that I breathe don't you know

Your beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can't

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I...

I look at you

I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream

To me.

read the lyrics guys..ehehe^^

July 17th 2009

today...i celebrate my bdae party at grand asia hotel, DP club...

i was very happy until a bad news revealed..

that..at 7.05 AM in the morning..

J.W. Mariott hotel and Ritz Carlton hotel was doomed by bomb...

that was acctually damn suprizing!!!

and the point is...The road is fulled by traffic jam...

and my party was going late...

and...some of my friend can't went to my bdae party...

acctualy she was my candle...

another of my friend said the same thing coz their parent didn't let them..

i was so sad and very2 angry that time..

but,, after school, i received a call from my friend cindyR, she said that she would came to my party..but Stacia couldn't manage it..coz her parents didn't let her...

oh...because of that mass disaster,,,my friend couldn't come coz of the traffic jam...

i was very dissapointed...huh!...and then...about 10-20 person didn't manage to come...

after that,, before the party over,, they went home really quick..so I can't take a picture with my class, my band,, etc...oh...but...i really2 happy coz, they really try their best to at least came...

thank you guys...love u all..

thanks for the presents toooo...love it

new formation of studies in TAR-Q

hmm...

I end up attending this class..

another year with Science Two..

well...I hope this year will be a great year..

although there something I acctually hate..

On this year August..we will start movin' class..

OH man..well...u think about it..we must carry our bag anytime..anywhere..

and we don't have any permanent class...

so ?? oh..think about it will ya...

if we have a locker..than..it might be just okay..

can u imagine what'll happen to us ??

a BURDEN...totally!!!!

June 29th 2009..

hmm...today is my sweet 17th birthday...

jam 11.30 aja gw dah di telp ama Stacia..wkwk..

tadinya sih mo conf sama baby n dll,,akhirnya cm nyambung2 sama cia n allen..haiah..

thx loh u b2...

thx jg ya bwat yang sms gw malem2..hehehe...

thx bwat tepen..toni,babe,cete,stella,ranee,baby,juned,herlin,

jervis,cepe,cent,mitta,felix,aris,brian,...thx loh ya...hehehe..

thanks jg bwat yang ucapin dari chat sama fb....hmmmm...

sorry...can't mention your name 1 by 1...

OH IA..gak lupain jg bwat VINI..wkwk...berkat u g tdr jam 2...

thx jg bwat anak2 bifest..yang udah maen bultang nih hari..hahaha...

thx jg yahh bwat beb,cia,stella,cornel,allen,hansen....for the suprize...

gk nyangka loh gw..bakal dateng...

mana gw telat bangun lagi..g pkir bakalan di tinggal..

eh ternyata emang udah ditinggal...

baru mandi nihh gw tadi...eh di belepotin...gla...bauuuuuu krimna nih...

haha....rambut gw sih dah asoy bgt dah tuh..ckckckk...

hmmm...thx jg bwat mamamia fam gw...wkwkwk...luph u cete,ceer,via,jane...

muachhh...never forget u my friend!...luph u always..

hmm...this moment is one of my memorable days ever...

hehehe...o ia...abis maen bultang..

kta smua ntn tranformers yah...rise of the fallen...

gla..dasar emang nih harii..wkwk...TUH FILM MANTEP ABISSS..

autobots ROCKS!!!hahaha...

today I was very happy...

hahaha...THANKS A LOT GUYS...

LOVE U ALL....MUACHHHHH...^^speechlesss

Bifest ( Big Family of Eleven Science Two )

@ Jimbarann...melompatttt...lompatttt!!!wkwkwk

Pelepasan si BOSSSSS!!!

Di BEDUGULL..BIFEST!!!

Di BCC ( Bali Classic Centre )

Hahaha...di EP...setelah ntn!!!...

hmm...selama setahun kita bersama guys..

tak terasa...

saya ingin menambahkan kenangan saja di dalam rumah kita bifest..dengan poto2kita..

hahaha...

dengan no absen :

1. Agnes
2. Anggraeni
3. Aryananda
4. Baby
5. Brian
6. Chatarina Nita

7. Christian Hansen

8. Cliffen Allen

9. Cornelius Jason

10. Deni

11. Devina Amelia
12. Febriana Wialdy

13. Ferdy

14. Florence

15. Franky

16. Herlin

17. Jessica

18. Kevin

19. Kevin Caesar

20. Lestari

21. Liane

22. Listiarini

23. Marsela

24. Milgevia Woen

25. Nathasia

26. Selvy

27. Sharleen Lee

28. Sing-sing Prasetyo

29. Stacia Novia Martha

30. Stella

31. Steven Hie

32. Verdiana Kumala

33. Vincent

Good luck guys di kelas 3!!!

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