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Friday, April 23, 2010

Night

night
night
night
....................

come everyday
come to take the time
come to take the noise
come to take the light
......................


Mesmerized by the darkness
to be dazed by it's beauty
I'll say goodbye stars
I'll say goodbye moon
Let me come back to you soon

now...
all that I can do..
is waiting for the Sun to rise..
until that time..
until I waking myself up...
Let me breaking the dawn..
until the twilight come one more time....
and bring me back to the stars
and the moon to shine...

B2ST

FIRST ALBUM
(Beast is the B2st)


ada boybands KOREA yg gw sreg banget untuk pertama kali niiihhh...
namanya B2ST..ato byasa di sebut Beast,..
wahh..pertama kali gw denger lagu "Bad Girl"...keknya dtelinga gw langsung "WAH" banget..
dan setelah g denger2 lagu mereka yg laen..ternyata gw suka!!!!wkwkwk..
nahh ini niihh album keduanya..


SECOND ALBUM
Shock of The New Era

Anggotanya sapa aja ????

ini dia...:

1. Yoon Doo Joon (Leader)


2. Lee Gi Kwang a.k.a AJ (Ace Junior)


3. Yang Yo Seob

4. Yong Jun Hyung (Rapper)

5. Jang Hyun Seung

6. Son Dong Woon


yang paling g suka yaituuu...
DOO JOON dan YO SEOBB!!..
suara yo seob memukauuu..
sedangkan doo joon sangat cooll..
hahahahaha...

look at this pic..
hahaha....

isi album nya..

FIRST ALBUM :
1. Beast is The Best
2. Bad Girl
3. Mystery
4. Yet
5. Oasis

SECOND ALBUM :
1. Just Before Shock
2. Shock
3. Special
4. Take Care of My Girlfriend (Say No)
5. Easy

well...that's all that i want to share...

Last Memories of Our High School

hmm..gak terasa banget yah kalo LULUS tuh dah di depan mata...

Hari senin tgl 26 April 2010 nih adalah hari yg sangat menegangkan khususnya buat para pelajar SMA nih..soalnya tuh hari pengumuman kelulusan...Smoga kita smua lulus yahh...
btw,,, bberapa hari ini,, kita lagi foto2 buat buku tahunan..
smoga foto2 kita bberapa hari iinii bagus2..
hahahaha,.sehingga menjadi kenangan kita yg indahh.,,
okee...selamat berjuang untuk masa depan kita temannn..
Semoga sukses...
LULUS!!!!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Galaxy St@r-q

ya..kita tau nih bahwa sbntar lagi tarq cup SMA Tarakanita 2 akan datang..

alias coming soon...
tarq cup mengadakan berbagai macam lomba loh...
visit galaxy st@rq 2009.!!!
ada lomba BAND, VOLLEYBALL, FUTSAL, BASKETBALL, DEBATE, SPEECH, MD, etc.!!!
yang berminat lomba band bisa hubungi ke:
1. Sharleen : 08176608639
2. Wiempy : 081807872203
yang berminat lomba speech / debate
1. Baby : 0818687389
2. Milgevia : 0811940048
yang lainnya bisa contact:
1. Ken :08170068675
2. Febriani - 0817193921
yang berniat berdonatur ria dan mensponsori bisa menghubungi
1. Jervis : 08176574702


ayo2 ikutan berpartisipasi dalam acara ini..
yang menang dapet hadiah yg menarik lohh...
nantikan acara-acara yang lainnya juga yahh..

fearless~ by:taylor swift

There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Perhaps Love

I don't remember from when it was,

that I started to keep thinking about you..
The thoughts would appear about twice
They kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised..

I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing..
But it was awkward when I talked to you..

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me

I'm already inside of you
Just like you're inside of me

To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I'll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I'll be with you, I'll only give you fond memories
Please don't ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~

I already love you so much [you're the only one]



huwaaaaa..when I read the lyrics..My heart keeps trembeling...huix..
so sweet isn't it ??

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Hari Valentine Kakek

Aku satu-satunya keluarga yang masih berdekatan, maka akulah yang menerima panggilan pertama dari rumah jompo. Kakek dalam keadaan kritis, aku harus segera datang. Tak ada yang harus dikerjakan selain menggenggam tangannya. "Aku sayang padamu, Kek. Terima kasih karena selalu mendampingi saya." Dan dalam keheningan aku melepaskannya.
Kenangan... kenangan... enam hari dalam sepekan, seorang petani dengan kemeja biru tua dan dengan celemek terpasang merawat hewan ternak Hereford yang begitu ia cintai... di hari-hari musim panas menurunkan pak demi pak rumput kering dari kereta, membajak tanah, menanam jagung dan kacang, dan memanennya di musim gugur. Selalu bekerja dari fajar sampai senja hari. Untuk bisa bertahan hidup dituntut kerja, kerja, kerja.
Tetapi pada hari Minggu, setelah membereskan rumah, ia akan memakai topi dan jas abu-abu. Nenek mengenakan baju warna anggurnya dengan manik-manik gading, dan pergilah mereka ke gereja. Kehidupan sosial lainnya tak banyak. Kakek dan Nenek adalah orang yang tenang, damai, tidak emosional yang setiap hari mengerjakan apa yang harus mereka kerjakan. Dialah kakekku--selama 35 tahun. Sulit membayangkan ia memainkan peranan lainnya.
Perawat meminta maaf karena memintaku sesegera mungkin menyingkirkan barang-barang Kakek dari kamarnya. Tak makan waktu lama. Tak banyak barang. Dan akau menemukan sesuatu di laci atas mejanya. Sebuah kartu hari valentine buatan tangan yang sangat tua. Yang mestinya adalah kertas merah pada suatu masa, kini sudah memudar menjadi merah jambu disana-sini. Sepotong kertas putih direkat di pusat hati. Di atasnya, terdapat tulisan tangan nenek, dengan kata-kata berikut:

UNTUK LEE DARI HARRIET
Dengan segenap cintaku,
14 Februari 1895

Masih hidupkan kamu? Sungguh? Atau kamukah impian terindahku yang kupendam sekian tahun? Adakah kamu seorang malaikat--atau hanya khayalanku yang kosong belaka? Seseorang yang kukarang untuk memenuhi kehampaan? Untuk sekadar pelipur lara? Kapan kamu punya waktu untuk mendengarkan? Bagaimana supaya kamu mau mengerti?
Kamu membuatku tertawa ketika hatiku menangis. Kamu membawa aku berdansa ketika aku sulit melangkah. Kamu membantuku menyusun tujuan-tujuan baru ketika aku putus asa. Kamu menunjukkan tetesan embun padaku dan aku mendapatkan butir-butir permata. Kamu bawakan aku bunga-bunga liar dan aku mendapatkan anggrek. Kamu menyanyi untukku dan sekelompok paduan suara malaikat berkumandang dalam nyanyian. Kamu genggam tangaku dan seluruh diriku mencintaimu. Kamu berikan padaku sebentuk cincin dan aku pun menjadi milikmu. Aku milikmu dan telah kualami semua itu.

Air mata mengalir di pipiku ketika membaca kata-kata itu. Aku membayangkan pasangan tua itu sebagaimana yang kukenal. Sulit membayangkan kakek Anda memiliki peranan lain daripada itu. Apa yang kubaca begitu indah dan suci. Kakek telah menyimpannya selama sekian tahun. Kini kartu tua itu tergantung di meja rias, harta warisan sejarah keluarga.


Elaine Reese


I read that story in the middle of my Indonesian lesson at school. I read that in the Chicken Soup of the woman's soul. And after I read that story, I was going to cry. And it was a totally great and such a touching story. Romantic all I can say!..What do you think guys? Didn't you agree with me? I want to share this story and want to know what do you guys think about this..hehe^^

Monday, September 14, 2009

When I look at you-Miley Cyrus

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
Your beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.


read the lyrics guys..ehehe^^

Saturday, July 18, 2009

July 17th 2009

today...i celebrate my bdae party at grand asia hotel, DP club...

i was very happy until a bad news revealed..
that..at 7.05 AM in the morning..
J.W. Mariott hotel and Ritz Carlton hotel was doomed by bomb...
that was acctually damn suprizing!!!
and the point is...The road is fulled by traffic jam...
and my party was going late...
and...some of my friend can't went to my bdae party...
acctualy she was my candle...
another of my friend said the same thing coz their parent didn't let them..
i was so sad and very2 angry that time..
but,, after school, i received a call from my friend cindyR, she said that she would came to my party..but Stacia couldn't manage it..coz her parents didn't let her...
oh...because of that mass disaster,,,my friend couldn't come coz of the traffic jam...
i was very dissapointed...huh!...and then...about 10-20 person didn't manage to come...
after that,, before the party over,, they went home really quick..so I can't take a picture with my class, my band,, etc...oh...but...i really2 happy coz, they really try their best to at least came...
thank you guys...love u all..
thanks for the presents toooo...love it

Monday, July 13, 2009

new formation of studies in TAR-Q

hmm...

I end up attending this class..
another year with Science Two..
well...I hope this year will be a great year..
although there something I acctually hate..
On this year August..we will start movin' class..
OH man..well...u think about it..we must carry our bag anytime..anywhere..
and we don't have any permanent class...
so ?? oh..think about it will ya...
if we have a locker..than..it might be just okay..
can u imagine what'll happen to us ??
a BURDEN...totally!!!!

Monday, June 29, 2009

June 29th 2009..

hmm...today is my sweet 17th birthday...

jam 11.30 aja gw dah di telp ama Stacia..wkwk..
tadinya sih mo conf sama baby n dll,,akhirnya cm nyambung2 sama cia n allen..haiah..
thx loh u b2...
thx jg ya bwat yang sms gw malem2..hehehe...
thx bwat tepen..toni,babe,cete,stella,ranee,baby,juned,herlin,
jervis,cepe,cent,mitta,felix,aris,brian,...thx loh ya...hehehe..
thanks jg bwat yang ucapin dari chat sama fb....hmmmm...
sorry...can't mention your name 1 by 1...
OH IA..gak lupain jg bwat VINI..wkwk...berkat u g tdr jam 2...
thx jg bwat anak2 bifest..yang udah maen bultang nih hari..hahaha...
thx jg yahh bwat beb,cia,stella,cornel,allen,hansen....for the suprize...
gk nyangka loh gw..bakal dateng...
mana gw telat bangun lagi..g pkir bakalan di tinggal..
eh ternyata emang udah ditinggal...
baru mandi nihh gw tadi...eh di belepotin...gla...bauuuuuu krimna nih...
haha....rambut gw sih dah asoy bgt dah tuh..ckckckk...
hmmm...thx jg bwat mamamia fam gw...wkwkwk...luph u cete,ceer,via,jane...
muachhh...never forget u my friend!...luph u always..
hmm...this moment is one of my memorable days ever...
hehehe...o ia...abis maen bultang..
kta smua ntn tranformers yah...rise of the fallen...
gla..dasar emang nih harii..wkwk...TUH FILM MANTEP ABISSS..
autobots ROCKS!!!hahaha...
today I was very happy...
hahaha...THANKS A LOT GUYS...
LOVE U ALL....MUACHHHHH...^^speechlesss

Monday, June 22, 2009

Bifest ( Big Family of Eleven Science Two )


@ Jimbarann...melompatttt...lompatttt!!!wkwkwk



Pelepasan si BOSSSSS!!!



Di BEDUGULL..BIFEST!!!


Di BCC ( Bali Classic Centre )



Hahaha...di EP...setelah ntn!!!...


hmm...selama setahun kita bersama guys..
tak terasa...
saya ingin menambahkan kenangan saja di dalam rumah kita bifest..dengan poto2kita..
hahaha...
dengan no absen :
1. Agnes
2. Anggraeni
3. Aryananda
4. Baby
5. Brian
6. Chatarina Nita
7. Christian Hansen
8. Cliffen Allen
9. Cornelius Jason
10. Deni
11. Devina Amelia
12. Febriana Wialdy
13. Ferdy
14. Florence
15. Franky
16. Herlin
17. Jessica
18. Kevin
19. Kevin Caesar
20. Lestari
21. Liane
22. Listiarini
23. Marsela
24. Milgevia Woen
25. Nathasia
26. Selvy
27. Sharleen Lee
28. Sing-sing Prasetyo
29. Stacia Novia Martha
30. Stella
31. Steven Hie
32. Verdiana Kumala
33. Vincent


Good luck guys di kelas 3!!!
Ampe ktmu lagiiii...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

my confession maybe..

Dalam kehidupan berelasi,,yang kita perlukan adalah kepercayaan...

Setiap orang menyatakan seperti itu...
Namun kita juga perlu mengerti sesama kita...
Terkadang kita tidak mengerti apa yang kita lakukan..
apa yang kita perbuat..apa yang kita katakan..
Sometimes it hurts...
tanpa kita sadari...
Hemm jadi ya memang...
terkadang kita yang salah..
terkadang mereka yang salah...
Tapi yang terpenting...
watch your mouth i think..
I relize it too..
sometimes i say wrong..rude things...hmm...
and it hurts sometimess...
Sorry friend..
Hope u relize it too...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Holiday

hmm...
holiday's coming guys..
kalo liburan trus gk di gunakan dengan baik kekna bakalan bete.
wkwkwk...
pada kemana liburan ??
i think..this time i'll stay at home..
duh!...doomed...huh...

Mau Tapi Malu by: Gita Gutawa & Maia

Kau yang disana siapa dirinya

buatku terpana
kesan pertama sungguh mempesona
ingin mengenalnya

Di kepalaku ada suka yang menggila
Sudikah kamu mengenalku mendekati aku

Aku mau tapi malu
Kusuka matamu hidungmu wajahmu
Dan aku mau untuk jadi milikku

Aku mau tapi malu
Kusuka gayamu tingkahmu senyummu
Tapi ku malu tuk katakan padanya

Aku yang selalu punya sejutacara, cara tuk merayu
Tapi yang terjadi aku seperti ini
Ku bingung sendiri

Di kepalaku ada suka yang menggila
Sudikah kamu mengenalku mendekati aku

Aku suka aku mau tapi sungguh
aku malu

Aku diam aku bingung
Aku harus bagaimana
Oh Tuhanku tolong aku
Mengapa ku jadi bodoh
Ku tak tau kenapa
Ku tiba-tiba jadi malu
Ku tak tau tak tau ku tak tau tak tauuuuuu



Hahaha.... keknya ni lagu cocok buat seorang temen gw yang lagi ehem2...
wkwkwkwk..enjoy~

Sunday, June 14, 2009

I'll miss BIFEST..

hmm..tak terasa waktu itu sudah berlalu..
1 tahun tak terasa..
baru pertama kali gw masuk ke kelas ini...
1 kesan yang ada di benak gw..
HAH ? GILA..apa2an nih kelas ?
orangnya byk yg g gk kenall.gk asoy geboy banget dah..
hmm..
but stlah waktu berjalan sedikit demi sedikit..

g mulai merasakan adanya kebersamaan diantara kita..
i'll miss you guys..
i hope we'll be together again in another 1 year..
but i realize it can't possibly be true..
hmm...
i'll miss you guys..
i'll miss you bifest...
ternyata memang tak kenal maka tak sayang..
never judge people by it's appeareance...
u'll regret it before u know 'em..
good luck guys..
congrats too for all of us..
we can make it to go to 12th grade...
haha...miss you..

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Bali...here I come!!

tak terasa 1 minggu berlalu dengan cepat yah...ulum pun telah berakhir...

senangnya hatiku..walaupun nilai tidak begitu gemilang...tetep aja..penderitaan
tuh rasanya udah ilang smua,,
hmm..bentar lagi kita studytour ke BALII..
yeahhhh...hoho..yo i..
tanggal 2 Juni..kita smua pergi ke Bali naek kereta...
haha...gak sabar skalii nih untuk menanti kepergian kita smua...
wkwkkwk... I hope this will be a great trip!hhoho...
although there something unpleasant that i knew it won't change even if I yell..
I still believe and want to be a great trip!wkwkwk...
YEAH BALI..HERE WE COME...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

pending duluu yaaa

hmm...

para pembaca blog gw,,
mohon maap dlu ya..x ni leen blm bisa post yang macem2 dlu...
dah mo ulum..hehehehe....jadi pending dlu ya update blog nya..hoho ^^

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

My Testimony..~

Hii guys...

hmm..g lagi mikir nih...
g pengen tau...pendapat teman2 smua mengenai gw..
tolong diisi ya..mksd nya..leave comment..hhoho..
1. Menurut loe,, g orangnya seperti apa ??
2. Possitive nya ??
3. Negative nya ??
4. Kritik dan saran yang membangun jg g terima...
makasii smua..hoho

Night...

time goes by...

it goes...and never come back...
nor like a night...
it'll always come...
when u are waiting for it..
it'll come to you...

night...
was surrounded by the darkness...
the darkest night will leads u too an unconcious world...
full of mistery...
and we'll never know..
how deep it is...

greatest night..
you just hypnotize all ur surroundings...
we just can't resist you..

will this night the moon shine brightly ??
i miss the smile..
i miss all of it...


OH i don't know what i write about...
have no idea...just want to tell that night is full of mistery...hahha


Night

Friday, April 23, 2010

night
night
night
....................

come everyday
come to take the time
come to take the noise
come to take the light
......................


Mesmerized by the darkness
to be dazed by it's beauty
I'll say goodbye stars
I'll say goodbye moon
Let me come back to you soon

now...
all that I can do..
is waiting for the Sun to rise..
until that time..
until I waking myself up...
Let me breaking the dawn..
until the twilight come one more time....
and bring me back to the stars
and the moon to shine...

B2ST

FIRST ALBUM
(Beast is the B2st)


ada boybands KOREA yg gw sreg banget untuk pertama kali niiihhh...
namanya B2ST..ato byasa di sebut Beast,..
wahh..pertama kali gw denger lagu "Bad Girl"...keknya dtelinga gw langsung "WAH" banget..
dan setelah g denger2 lagu mereka yg laen..ternyata gw suka!!!!wkwkwk..
nahh ini niihh album keduanya..


SECOND ALBUM
Shock of The New Era

Anggotanya sapa aja ????

ini dia...:

1. Yoon Doo Joon (Leader)


2. Lee Gi Kwang a.k.a AJ (Ace Junior)


3. Yang Yo Seob

4. Yong Jun Hyung (Rapper)

5. Jang Hyun Seung

6. Son Dong Woon


yang paling g suka yaituuu...
DOO JOON dan YO SEOBB!!..
suara yo seob memukauuu..
sedangkan doo joon sangat cooll..
hahahahaha...

look at this pic..
hahaha....

isi album nya..

FIRST ALBUM :
1. Beast is The Best
2. Bad Girl
3. Mystery
4. Yet
5. Oasis

SECOND ALBUM :
1. Just Before Shock
2. Shock
3. Special
4. Take Care of My Girlfriend (Say No)
5. Easy

well...that's all that i want to share...

Last Memories of Our High School

hmm..gak terasa banget yah kalo LULUS tuh dah di depan mata...
Hari senin tgl 26 April 2010 nih adalah hari yg sangat menegangkan khususnya buat para pelajar SMA nih..soalnya tuh hari pengumuman kelulusan...Smoga kita smua lulus yahh...
btw,,, bberapa hari ini,, kita lagi foto2 buat buku tahunan..
smoga foto2 kita bberapa hari iinii bagus2..
hahahaha,.sehingga menjadi kenangan kita yg indahh.,,
okee...selamat berjuang untuk masa depan kita temannn..
Semoga sukses...
LULUS!!!!

Galaxy St@r-q

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

ya..kita tau nih bahwa sbntar lagi tarq cup SMA Tarakanita 2 akan datang..
alias coming soon...
tarq cup mengadakan berbagai macam lomba loh...
visit galaxy st@rq 2009.!!!
ada lomba BAND, VOLLEYBALL, FUTSAL, BASKETBALL, DEBATE, SPEECH, MD, etc.!!!
yang berminat lomba band bisa hubungi ke:
1. Sharleen : 08176608639
2. Wiempy : 081807872203
yang berminat lomba speech / debate
1. Baby : 0818687389
2. Milgevia : 0811940048
yang lainnya bisa contact:
1. Ken :08170068675
2. Febriani - 0817193921
yang berniat berdonatur ria dan mensponsori bisa menghubungi
1. Jervis : 08176574702


ayo2 ikutan berpartisipasi dalam acara ini..
yang menang dapet hadiah yg menarik lohh...
nantikan acara-acara yang lainnya juga yahh..

fearless~ by:taylor swift

There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Perhaps Love

Saturday, September 26, 2009

I don't remember from when it was,
that I started to keep thinking about you..
The thoughts would appear about twice
They kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised..

I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing..
But it was awkward when I talked to you..

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me

I'm already inside of you
Just like you're inside of me

To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I'll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I'll be with you, I'll only give you fond memories
Please don't ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~

I already love you so much [you're the only one]



huwaaaaa..when I read the lyrics..My heart keeps trembeling...huix..
so sweet isn't it ??

Hari Valentine Kakek

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Aku satu-satunya keluarga yang masih berdekatan, maka akulah yang menerima panggilan pertama dari rumah jompo. Kakek dalam keadaan kritis, aku harus segera datang. Tak ada yang harus dikerjakan selain menggenggam tangannya. "Aku sayang padamu, Kek. Terima kasih karena selalu mendampingi saya." Dan dalam keheningan aku melepaskannya.
Kenangan... kenangan... enam hari dalam sepekan, seorang petani dengan kemeja biru tua dan dengan celemek terpasang merawat hewan ternak Hereford yang begitu ia cintai... di hari-hari musim panas menurunkan pak demi pak rumput kering dari kereta, membajak tanah, menanam jagung dan kacang, dan memanennya di musim gugur. Selalu bekerja dari fajar sampai senja hari. Untuk bisa bertahan hidup dituntut kerja, kerja, kerja.
Tetapi pada hari Minggu, setelah membereskan rumah, ia akan memakai topi dan jas abu-abu. Nenek mengenakan baju warna anggurnya dengan manik-manik gading, dan pergilah mereka ke gereja. Kehidupan sosial lainnya tak banyak. Kakek dan Nenek adalah orang yang tenang, damai, tidak emosional yang setiap hari mengerjakan apa yang harus mereka kerjakan. Dialah kakekku--selama 35 tahun. Sulit membayangkan ia memainkan peranan lainnya.
Perawat meminta maaf karena memintaku sesegera mungkin menyingkirkan barang-barang Kakek dari kamarnya. Tak makan waktu lama. Tak banyak barang. Dan akau menemukan sesuatu di laci atas mejanya. Sebuah kartu hari valentine buatan tangan yang sangat tua. Yang mestinya adalah kertas merah pada suatu masa, kini sudah memudar menjadi merah jambu disana-sini. Sepotong kertas putih direkat di pusat hati. Di atasnya, terdapat tulisan tangan nenek, dengan kata-kata berikut:

UNTUK LEE DARI HARRIET
Dengan segenap cintaku,
14 Februari 1895

Masih hidupkan kamu? Sungguh? Atau kamukah impian terindahku yang kupendam sekian tahun? Adakah kamu seorang malaikat--atau hanya khayalanku yang kosong belaka? Seseorang yang kukarang untuk memenuhi kehampaan? Untuk sekadar pelipur lara? Kapan kamu punya waktu untuk mendengarkan? Bagaimana supaya kamu mau mengerti?
Kamu membuatku tertawa ketika hatiku menangis. Kamu membawa aku berdansa ketika aku sulit melangkah. Kamu membantuku menyusun tujuan-tujuan baru ketika aku putus asa. Kamu menunjukkan tetesan embun padaku dan aku mendapatkan butir-butir permata. Kamu bawakan aku bunga-bunga liar dan aku mendapatkan anggrek. Kamu menyanyi untukku dan sekelompok paduan suara malaikat berkumandang dalam nyanyian. Kamu genggam tangaku dan seluruh diriku mencintaimu. Kamu berikan padaku sebentuk cincin dan aku pun menjadi milikmu. Aku milikmu dan telah kualami semua itu.

Air mata mengalir di pipiku ketika membaca kata-kata itu. Aku membayangkan pasangan tua itu sebagaimana yang kukenal. Sulit membayangkan kakek Anda memiliki peranan lain daripada itu. Apa yang kubaca begitu indah dan suci. Kakek telah menyimpannya selama sekian tahun. Kini kartu tua itu tergantung di meja rias, harta warisan sejarah keluarga.


Elaine Reese


I read that story in the middle of my Indonesian lesson at school. I read that in the Chicken Soup of the woman's soul. And after I read that story, I was going to cry. And it was a totally great and such a touching story. Romantic all I can say!..What do you think guys? Didn't you agree with me? I want to share this story and want to know what do you guys think about this..hehe^^

When I look at you-Miley Cyrus

Monday, September 14, 2009

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
Your beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.


read the lyrics guys..ehehe^^

July 17th 2009

Saturday, July 18, 2009

today...i celebrate my bdae party at grand asia hotel, DP club...
i was very happy until a bad news revealed..
that..at 7.05 AM in the morning..
J.W. Mariott hotel and Ritz Carlton hotel was doomed by bomb...
that was acctually damn suprizing!!!
and the point is...The road is fulled by traffic jam...
and my party was going late...
and...some of my friend can't went to my bdae party...
acctualy she was my candle...
another of my friend said the same thing coz their parent didn't let them..
i was so sad and very2 angry that time..
but,, after school, i received a call from my friend cindyR, she said that she would came to my party..but Stacia couldn't manage it..coz her parents didn't let her...
oh...because of that mass disaster,,,my friend couldn't come coz of the traffic jam...
i was very dissapointed...huh!...and then...about 10-20 person didn't manage to come...
after that,, before the party over,, they went home really quick..so I can't take a picture with my class, my band,, etc...oh...but...i really2 happy coz, they really try their best to at least came...
thank you guys...love u all..
thanks for the presents toooo...love it

new formation of studies in TAR-Q

Monday, July 13, 2009

hmm...
I end up attending this class..
another year with Science Two..
well...I hope this year will be a great year..
although there something I acctually hate..
On this year August..we will start movin' class..
OH man..well...u think about it..we must carry our bag anytime..anywhere..
and we don't have any permanent class...
so ?? oh..think about it will ya...
if we have a locker..than..it might be just okay..
can u imagine what'll happen to us ??
a BURDEN...totally!!!!

June 29th 2009..

Monday, June 29, 2009

hmm...today is my sweet 17th birthday...
jam 11.30 aja gw dah di telp ama Stacia..wkwk..
tadinya sih mo conf sama baby n dll,,akhirnya cm nyambung2 sama cia n allen..haiah..
thx loh u b2...
thx jg ya bwat yang sms gw malem2..hehehe...
thx bwat tepen..toni,babe,cete,stella,ranee,baby,juned,herlin,
jervis,cepe,cent,mitta,felix,aris,brian,...thx loh ya...hehehe..
thanks jg bwat yang ucapin dari chat sama fb....hmmmm...
sorry...can't mention your name 1 by 1...
OH IA..gak lupain jg bwat VINI..wkwk...berkat u g tdr jam 2...
thx jg bwat anak2 bifest..yang udah maen bultang nih hari..hahaha...
thx jg yahh bwat beb,cia,stella,cornel,allen,hansen....for the suprize...
gk nyangka loh gw..bakal dateng...
mana gw telat bangun lagi..g pkir bakalan di tinggal..
eh ternyata emang udah ditinggal...
baru mandi nihh gw tadi...eh di belepotin...gla...bauuuuuu krimna nih...
haha....rambut gw sih dah asoy bgt dah tuh..ckckckk...
hmmm...thx jg bwat mamamia fam gw...wkwkwk...luph u cete,ceer,via,jane...
muachhh...never forget u my friend!...luph u always..
hmm...this moment is one of my memorable days ever...
hehehe...o ia...abis maen bultang..
kta smua ntn tranformers yah...rise of the fallen...
gla..dasar emang nih harii..wkwk...TUH FILM MANTEP ABISSS..
autobots ROCKS!!!hahaha...
today I was very happy...
hahaha...THANKS A LOT GUYS...
LOVE U ALL....MUACHHHHH...^^speechlesss

Bifest ( Big Family of Eleven Science Two )

Monday, June 22, 2009


@ Jimbarann...melompatttt...lompatttt!!!wkwkwk



Pelepasan si BOSSSSS!!!



Di BEDUGULL..BIFEST!!!


Di BCC ( Bali Classic Centre )



Hahaha...di EP...setelah ntn!!!...


hmm...selama setahun kita bersama guys..
tak terasa...
saya ingin menambahkan kenangan saja di dalam rumah kita bifest..dengan poto2kita..
hahaha...
dengan no absen :
1. Agnes
2. Anggraeni
3. Aryananda
4. Baby
5. Brian
6. Chatarina Nita
7. Christian Hansen
8. Cliffen Allen
9. Cornelius Jason
10. Deni
11. Devina Amelia
12. Febriana Wialdy
13. Ferdy
14. Florence
15. Franky
16. Herlin
17. Jessica
18. Kevin
19. Kevin Caesar
20. Lestari
21. Liane
22. Listiarini
23. Marsela
24. Milgevia Woen
25. Nathasia
26. Selvy
27. Sharleen Lee
28. Sing-sing Prasetyo
29. Stacia Novia Martha
30. Stella
31. Steven Hie
32. Verdiana Kumala
33. Vincent


Good luck guys di kelas 3!!!
Ampe ktmu lagiiii...

my confession maybe..

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Dalam kehidupan berelasi,,yang kita perlukan adalah kepercayaan...
Setiap orang menyatakan seperti itu...
Namun kita juga perlu mengerti sesama kita...
Terkadang kita tidak mengerti apa yang kita lakukan..
apa yang kita perbuat..apa yang kita katakan..
Sometimes it hurts...
tanpa kita sadari...
Hemm jadi ya memang...
terkadang kita yang salah..
terkadang mereka yang salah...
Tapi yang terpenting...
watch your mouth i think..
I relize it too..
sometimes i say wrong..rude things...hmm...
and it hurts sometimess...
Sorry friend..
Hope u relize it too...

Holiday

Thursday, June 18, 2009

hmm...
holiday's coming guys..
kalo liburan trus gk di gunakan dengan baik kekna bakalan bete.
wkwkwk...
pada kemana liburan ??
i think..this time i'll stay at home..
duh!...doomed...huh...

Mau Tapi Malu by: Gita Gutawa & Maia

Kau yang disana siapa dirinya
buatku terpana
kesan pertama sungguh mempesona
ingin mengenalnya

Di kepalaku ada suka yang menggila
Sudikah kamu mengenalku mendekati aku

Aku mau tapi malu
Kusuka matamu hidungmu wajahmu
Dan aku mau untuk jadi milikku

Aku mau tapi malu
Kusuka gayamu tingkahmu senyummu
Tapi ku malu tuk katakan padanya

Aku yang selalu punya sejutacara, cara tuk merayu
Tapi yang terjadi aku seperti ini
Ku bingung sendiri

Di kepalaku ada suka yang menggila
Sudikah kamu mengenalku mendekati aku

Aku suka aku mau tapi sungguh
aku malu

Aku diam aku bingung
Aku harus bagaimana
Oh Tuhanku tolong aku
Mengapa ku jadi bodoh
Ku tak tau kenapa
Ku tiba-tiba jadi malu
Ku tak tau tak tau ku tak tau tak tauuuuuu



Hahaha.... keknya ni lagu cocok buat seorang temen gw yang lagi ehem2...
wkwkwkwk..enjoy~

I'll miss BIFEST..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

hmm..tak terasa waktu itu sudah berlalu..
1 tahun tak terasa..
baru pertama kali gw masuk ke kelas ini...
1 kesan yang ada di benak gw..
HAH ? GILA..apa2an nih kelas ?
orangnya byk yg g gk kenall.gk asoy geboy banget dah..
hmm..
but stlah waktu berjalan sedikit demi sedikit..
g mulai merasakan adanya kebersamaan diantara kita..
i'll miss you guys..
i hope we'll be together again in another 1 year..
but i realize it can't possibly be true..
hmm...
i'll miss you guys..
i'll miss you bifest...
ternyata memang tak kenal maka tak sayang..
never judge people by it's appeareance...
u'll regret it before u know 'em..
good luck guys..
congrats too for all of us..
we can make it to go to 12th grade...
haha...miss you..

Bali...here I come!!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

tak terasa 1 minggu berlalu dengan cepat yah...ulum pun telah berakhir...
senangnya hatiku..walaupun nilai tidak begitu gemilang...tetep aja..penderitaan
tuh rasanya udah ilang smua,,
hmm..bentar lagi kita studytour ke BALII..
yeahhhh...hoho..yo i..
tanggal 2 Juni..kita smua pergi ke Bali naek kereta...
haha...gak sabar skalii nih untuk menanti kepergian kita smua...
wkwkkwk... I hope this will be a great trip!hhoho...
although there something unpleasant that i knew it won't change even if I yell..
I still believe and want to be a great trip!wkwkwk...
YEAH BALI..HERE WE COME...

pending duluu yaaa

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

hmm...
para pembaca blog gw,,
mohon maap dlu ya..x ni leen blm bisa post yang macem2 dlu...
dah mo ulum..hehehehe....jadi pending dlu ya update blog nya..hoho ^^

My Testimony..~

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Hii guys...
hmm..g lagi mikir nih...
g pengen tau...pendapat teman2 smua mengenai gw..
tolong diisi ya..mksd nya..leave comment..hhoho..
1. Menurut loe,, g orangnya seperti apa ??
2. Possitive nya ??
3. Negative nya ??
4. Kritik dan saran yang membangun jg g terima...
makasii smua..hoho

Night...

time goes by...
it goes...and never come back...
nor like a night...
it'll always come...
when u are waiting for it..
it'll come to you...

night...
was surrounded by the darkness...
the darkest night will leads u too an unconcious world...
full of mistery...
and we'll never know..
how deep it is...

greatest night..
you just hypnotize all ur surroundings...
we just can't resist you..

will this night the moon shine brightly ??
i miss the smile..
i miss all of it...


OH i don't know what i write about...
have no idea...just want to tell that night is full of mistery...hahha